3 posts tagged “emotions”

well, alone still actually.  there are things i love about the holidays and things i hate.  i love the extra dose of generousity people express towards each other, i love the lights, i love the cheer and romance of it all, i love the reason for the season of course.  number one on my things i hate list: being alone. i don't always mind being alone, but the holidays make me lonely.  all the special times and memories i don't get to share.  all the time i don't spend snuggled up watching white christmas and it's a wonderful life. the definite acknowledgement that another year has passed.

i have my doubts, but next year? maybe?

and not the the good cool funk - the weird inexplicable funk.  at the end of last week i started feeling like my generally chipper upbeat self again.  i hadn't really noticed that something was off until i was done with it.  now don't worry - i know not to rely too much on emotions because they're trixie and false and changeable, but man is it nice when they're not working against you!  so, thank the Lord, i feel like a burden has been lifted and i don't even know how it got there. 

hello world! i'm ready for ya!

tired.stressed.grouchy.sad.lonely.worn-out.