2 posts tagged “state of being”
well, alone still actually. there are things i love about the holidays and things i hate. i love the extra dose of generousity people express towards each other, i love the lights, i love the cheer and romance of it all, i love the reason for the season of course. number one on my things i hate list: being alone. i don't always mind being alone, but the holidays make me lonely. all the special times and memories i don't get to share. all the time i don't spend snuggled up watching white christmas and it's a wonderful life. the definite acknowledgement that another year has passed.
i have my doubts, but next year? maybe?
tired.stressed.grouchy.sad.lonely.worn-out.
